| I was a surgeon at- one time, if you can believe. Okay, shitty life! My head is, it hurts, okay. Sorry. Anyways, I used to be a surgeon. Fixed... I was a reconstructive, you know, plastic. I was really good at it, too. Did it for a while. Don't you see now? It was me! |
| So what do you do, when you lose your mind? Your marbles, your gel, your birds in a row that you have to kill sometime. I had- I actually realized at first that something was wrong. But what could I do? I kept on living like normal, until I couldn't. I remember I just lay in bed for a long time, wouldn't let my wife talk me out of bed. Put my face in my hands and cried over, I don't know, nothing. I kind of felt like I was messing up somehow with people's faces and things. I had some strange ideas. |
| Oh, I feel really sorry for her. What do you do when... but she, we eventually worked something out. I got somewhat better. But I'll never be completely better. I'm at home most of the time. My brother-in-law moved in with us. Yesterday, I had- kind of an idea. Angels are made in the image of what? That's what you have to wonder. Anyways, he's a devout Catholic. He sort of, he doesn't understand some things, and he thinks he does. |
| Oh, I feel really sorry for her. What do you do when... but she, we eventually worked something out. I got somewhat better. But I'll never be completely better. Why I'm at home most of the time. My brother-in-law moved in with us. Yesterday, I had- kind of an idea. Angels are made in the image of what? That's what you have to wonder. Anyways, he's a devout Catholic. He sort of, he doesn't understand some things, and he thinks he does. |
| I feel like an animal sometimes. Really sad about it. Sometimes I lose my senses and I don't know, I don't know who to trust, I am scared of almost everything, I hide in my bed like a child, and when anyone makes to pull me away I flail and slam my body against the wall, growling like a dog. That's what they said. Growling like a dog. |
| If I still look the same but something has changed in me... |